Monday, July 31, 2006
LOTR, an Essay, whatever


kemaren gw nonton LOTR lagi, for the nth time (I lost count at three I suppose) and still loving every single minute of it.
Biarpun gw udah hapal tiap-tiap adegannya (and to a degree whre I could remember quite a few lines in scene that is...)
I'm still stupefied by how simple and bland the one Ring looks like; I mean it was like a simple wedding ring (Like my mom's, I wonder how this world ends if she has it?)

And one question remained unanswered; What if yours truly have the One Ring?

No, more correctly: What if the Ring fallen to the hands of ordinary person? Apakah efeknya bakalan sama seperti seandainya dia jatoh ke tangan, let say, Superman? (bukannya dia butuh sih)

Apa bedanya seandainya The One Ring ada di tangan Dalai Lama/Mother Theresa/you-get-the-drill sama seandainya dia ada di tangan PM-nya Israel what-his-name-again-that-pathetic-creature/ GW I-spit-upon-his-name Bush

Ato pertanyaan mendasarnya: is there such things like absolute power? And does it indeed corrupts absolutely?

My opinion? Yes.

Semakin besar kekuasaan yang lo punya, semakin besar consequences yang lo dapat dan semakin dekat juga lo pada kehancuran.

Take Bush for example.

His family probably defending him by saying that he is a respectable, honourable, blah-blah man. To some degree maybe he is. But could you him a respectable man when knowing that he indirectly and directly responsible for killing countless civilians, women, children and elderly alike. To kill those who care shit about war and whatever. Putting terrors in their life, giving their children traumas and ripping those children from a happy childhood we all deserved?
USA is a very powerful country, both political and military, and I'm not going to deny that. Dan ketika lo punya kunci ke semua itu dan choose to use it to kill people and putting encouragement in killing, could you still be call 'a respectable and honourable man'?

When you're holding a gun and having the 'fire at will' command at your back yet you choose it to point the blasted thing to those who hold nothing against you, could you still be call human?

Can human be a human when he got no humanity left?

The shows that had the White House celebrating Christmas felt like mockery to me. And I'm not even Christian.

WQonder how he will react if he knew that at the same time there were people who cried over graves, those who killed by his command?

Dia mungkin bilang, he only tried to protect his people.

Bullshit.

Is it justice to protect your peole by killing others? Kita kan bukan serigala (Homo homini lupus, dan even wolves had their pride!!), we're civilized human being for God's sake!!


Bersyukurlah dia gw bukan dukun santet.

And it's no longer an LOTR essay....

But, questions still remained,
If the One Ring (and its equivalent) ever falls into your hands, what will you do? What will you become? What will you do to this world?

The answer my dear friends, define who you are and what value you might have to this world. So please, choose wisely.

...Naruto @ 7:17 PM...
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
Let me be, please.

This is my only happiness, my very own salvation. I don't care what you might think, or do. Just let me be.

My happiness is such a small thing. Sasuke's returning would make me dancing, Byakuya's fighting Ichigo made me shouting in joy, just a hint of Hyde's voice would lift my spirit considerably.

So i don't ask for anything but just let me be.

This is the world I created; the one I cherish most. My very own sanctuary

Why would you forced me to go out and break it?

I don't understand you people. You told me that my world is bad; that I daydream too much.

So what?

I'm still able to function properly didn't I? I didn't kill anyone, I didn't destroy someone's property by doing this.

You told me to leave my own comfort while you don't have anything better to offer.

Che.

Mind your own business and shut up already.

...Naruto @ 5:01 AM...
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Hueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! I'm back to Jakarta...

Ini blog udah seton hampir gak gw sentuh.... waks.... ntar dhey.... yuks...

...Naruto @ 5:19 PM...
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
Cape nih... aduh blog terbengkalai... argh...

...Naruto @ 5:25 PM...
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain


The heart asks pleasure first,
And then, excuse from pain;
And then, those little anodynes
That deaden suffering;

And then, to go to sleep;
And then, if it should be
The will of its Inquisitor,
The liberty to die.



XIX.

THE MYSTERY OF PAIN.

Pain has an element of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it began, or if there were
A day when it was not.

It has no future but itself,
Its infinite realms contain
Its past, enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain.





IN VAIN.

I cannot live with you,
It would be life,
And life is over there
Behind the shelf

The sexton keeps the key to,
Putting up
Our life, his porcelain,
Like a cup

Discarded of the housewife,
Quaint or broken;
A newer Sevres pleases,
Old ones crack.

I could not die with you,
For one must wait
To shut the other's gaze down, —
You could not.

And I, could I stand by
And see you freeze,
Without my right of frost,
Death's privilege?

Nor could I rise with you,
Because your face
Would put out Jesus',
That new grace

Glow plain and foreign
On my homesick eye,
Except that you, than he
Shone closer by.

They'd judge us — how?
For you served Heaven, you know,
Or sought to;
I could not,

Because you saturated sight,
And I had no more eyes
For sordid excellence
As Paradise.

And were you lost, I would be,
Though my name
Rang loudest
On the heavenly fame.

And were you saved,
And I condemned to be
Where you were not,
That self were hell to me.

So we must keep apart,
You there, I here,
With just the door ajar
That oceans are,
And prayer,
And that pale sustenance,
Despair!



THE FUNERAL.

That short, potential stir
That each can make but once,
That bustle so illustrious
'T is almost consequence,

Is the eclat of death.
Oh, thou unknown renown
That not a beggar would accept,
Had he the power to spurn!

...Naruto @ 6:27 PM...
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005


Bitter Rivals, yet Best friends, the two of you
will lay you lives down for the other. When
one's life is in danger, you don't think, you
save him not matter what the cost. Youre both
like and unlike each other in many different
ways. Both of you grew up alone, never knowing
the love of a parent, and although ones seeks
for revenge and the other attention, once your
paths cross, both your goals will become one
and the same: to beat the other in skill.


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You are Naruto,a mischef maker and a strong willed
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So....



Sasuke


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I'm a Naruto who fight like Sasuke.... Twisted.... Long Live Saunaru!!!!

Sebenernya si pengen dapet Tsunade...Ato Jiraiya....

...Naruto @ 1:15 AM...
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
Someone said, there's magic spells in smiles. For some odd reason, i don't believe them. I smile all the time, grinning, joking or just goofing around. Do I happy? It depends to which point of view you choose. Do you choose yours or mine?

Maybe in your POV I look like someone who didn't have any obstacles in my life. Maybe I'm just a carefree me. Did you ever know that sometimes its tiring to keep the smile on place?

...Naruto @ 4:41 PM...
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
Please,
Please,
Catch me
I'm falling
Hard and Fast
Faster than anything

Please
Please,
Help me
For
I know
To love
is
to see someone
SMILE!!

To see
him
SMILE!!!!!

I couldn't!!!!!!!

Please
Please
Help me

The wings aren't
ENOUGH!!!!!!!

ENOUGH!!!!!!!

...Naruto @ 5:44 PM...
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Huahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm the mistress of Yaoi!!!!

Yup, gomen skali lagi blog gw ampir gak tersentuh. Sebenernya gw juga ampir lupa gw punya blog si... akhir-akhir ini gw kalo ol nyarinya doujin yaoi mulu si...

So far, gw punya beberapa doujin Naruto SasuNaru yang NC-17 dan 2 KakaIru. Favorit gw si tetep SasuNaru, sumpe sweet berat!!!! Terutama kalo yang buat Tetuno Ichihara (or was it tetsuno? I Forgot)....

KEREN!!!!!!! Sasukenya KREN MAMPUS!!!! Dan dia nymphomaniac gt! Dan Narutonya CUTE BERAT!!!!!!!


GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...Naruto @ 3:43 PM...
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
[Delz-chan] : Mao chap 10 kira2 10 halaman terakhir, chap 11, chap 12 ama chap 13 yah! Makasih banget DElz-chan!!!! "^-^" Kyou Kara-nya masih raw lhowh, masi pake nihon dan gak gitu2 amat tapi lucu... Mao gak?

...Naruto @ 1:16 AM...
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